| I would urge you to think about why you feel like this, is it just new or have you been feeling like this for a while. I could understand if you were envious of your friends, and felt fed up.
They have what you ultimately aspire to become and compared to them you think you are a failure? Which i would probably feel too as being a bit of a perfectionist- if i dont get them all in the 10 then the score is crap. Have u just become fed up recently as u realise that you goal has not been met?
Have u spoke to your friends? tell them how you feel, maybe they could help you?
I,m sure your dad will be proud of you regardless of what level you are at?
Dont focus on the negative things about archery look at your achievements.
Hope u make the right decision. Just noticed your only 15 there's plenty time yet! |